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Posts tagged: life
So i havent been on here in a long time. My time has been different and i havent been here in a while.
For those that actually miss me, i apologize.
Somethings i have come to notice as i get older:
1. Friends mean nothing when you leave high school. Either you have loyal people in your life or you dont. Friend is a loose term, be careful who you place it on.
2. As you get older, less money is in your hand. You wanna keep more in your account than anything.
3. Find somebody you feel you can trust enough, share your dreams with them. If they believe in it as much as you do they will support. If not, like i said, friend is a loose term.
Im more selfish than i have ever been, and im quite cool with that most days. Sometimes alone, but never lonely.
All im looking for is something to call my own. My own car, home, LIFE. I hope that it comes through for me one day. Running on hope and faith, sometimes it doesnt feel like enough. What do i do when thats not enough?
Some days i can honestly say i dont know who i want to be. There are days i want to just be Bryttni Portia LaTiece Grant.
Thats it.
I wish i knew the direction that i wanted to get my clothing to go into. I like the hipster look, but then again i like the way those white women of the 50s dressed. Those both are my aim, i just have to find a way to bring the two together.
I love to dress up in dresses, pencil skirts, platform heels, and nice blazers and blouses. I want a look i cant achieve at this time simply because of my money moves and just where am i at right now.
Time will tell how i get this amazing state by the time im 22, because i know i will be a hot commodity. Nothing but heels EVERYDAY.
Sooo, last night i went to Curren$y concert and it was an experience to say the least. The concert, i half enjoyed simply because there were so many big tall people in my face :(. And then i couldnt get anything signed at all. At that point i felt like this concert was a waste of my time and money. So as i waited outside, i saw everybody bum rush his tour bus which i wanted to but i didnt wanna get trampled. Once everybody left, i looked into his bus and saw him looking at me. We waived, blew kisses, saluted, threw up our jets, the whole nine twice. And then he got off the tour bus. Walked straight over to me and gave me a hug, and then took this awesome pic with me. It was the best experience honestly. Thank you Curren$y.
If somebody wants you in their life, they will make it happen no matter what.
I finally have this iphone!! But i think i lost my bestfriend :(. Haven’t spoke to her in days, not cool.
I’m looking forward to moving back to Florida. I really want things to work out for me down there. I want to move out and move on.
My 21st is slowly approaching, so i’m really excited about that! I plan to still go to Cali for it. I’m gonna have it up I swear! I can’t bring anybody I want to with me, but don’t worry, I will just celebrate their birthday with them.
I can’t wait to be the best person I can be. That’s all that’s in my mind.
I make them all the time. I just wanna be right, and do the right things with the right people.
Goodmorning tumblr!
I have been so M.I.A. It’s not even funny! I geek terrible because this is still my home. So I have to make the effort to come back. here is what you missed out on:
Mr. Andre and Marshall are bite blocked from calling and texting my phone. We have no reason to talk, I want no contact with them period. They have tried to text me since I heave blocked them, but my app has blocked them like it should. I feel better, now I can move on.
Realized I was in love with Kwame, but it holds no weight now. He has someone that he loves so its a waste of time. He wants me to stick around and still be friend with him, but I can’t friends who I was in love with. So, I cut him off for the last time.
Yea, cutting people off is my new hobby because im doing it so well. Hey, that’s life I guess.
Done with school in MD, waiting to hear back from Florida. Hopefully this all works out in my favor!
That’s all for today folks! now you are caught up! I’m definitely in the mood for some pringles, bbq flavor, and some ASAP Rocky.
Take care.
I have the song Rich Forever on repeat. This song really makes me sit back and think about where i’m at right now.
I should be so much further ahead, but i’m just a step behind, a little less broke than others, covered in debt that I will pay back till I die.
My past is gonna stay there, that’s it. I don’t want to being it to my future because you just didn’t make it.
I’m so aggressive, such a great quality. Who is gonna come along and not be intimidated by that factor? Love waits for no man, I make things happen for myself.
Good morning tumblr loves!
I had a lovely evening last night. Made dinner, watched and got caught up on BGC, had a great conversation with my best friend and then sleepy like a fat baby Lls
This new game, Crime City, is so addictive. I downloaded it yesterday to my phone and I can’t stop playing it! I’m moving right along, you should download it to and join my mafia Lls
I had a dream about Jazzy last night, ugh I really miss her. But i’m staying true to what I said. Gonna give her time and space to do what she need to do. Hopefully she come back to me, but all I can do is hope. So w shall see.
I finish classes this week, and then i’m good for this semester. Yay!
I love my best friend…so glad we back to where we needed to be. It is hard to stay away from each other Lls
Going out to rest with friends and it will be great!
Woke up to The Morning by the Weeknd.
Enjoy yourselves and take care.
Good afternoon tumblr loves!
Looked up my trip to California today, and I found a roundtrip there for $290. I’m so ready to go! I still feel like i’m gonna be going by myself which its okay with me.
I wish Jazzy knew how I feel about her. The hardest thing to do is convince somebody to open back up when they hurt for such a long period of time.
Florida is still the move this year. I can’t wait.
I got my best friend back ^.^ I feel complete again…this is how its supposed to be.
Woke up to The Morning by the Weeknd.
Enjoy yourselves and take care.
Good afternoon loves of tumblr!
I feel good today. I’m at work early, but that’s cool. I got to sleep in a lil longer today!
She was on my mind this morning, nothing new ^.^ so I text her a nice good morning message. ugh, I like he so much lol
Ready to move to Florida the end of this year. Things have to move up!
Woke up to some good music, but I forgot what it was Lls
Enjoy yourselves and take care!
Goodmorning tumblr loves!
I’m in a good mood today, just got a few things in my mind.
I wanna text Jazzy, but I think I did a lil to much last night in my text Lls Imma just wait it out till she text me. I will call her tonight.
This test, I might spend my birthday by myself in California. both of my closest friends can’t come with me because of $$$ situations, which I understand. So I will most likely make this trip alone. Which is cool, I do it every month Lls
this summer, i’m trying to get my wardrobe to be that of a white girl, preferably a white girl from the 50s and the 70s. I like those eras best. I should have been born then Lls so, pencil skirts, sheer button UPS, fringed shirts, pumps, chunky heels, and high low hem shirts are on the list. Also I need to invest in some Levis Jeans. You know, Jeans that fit Lls
woke up to The Morning by the Weeknd.
Enjoy yourselves and take care.
Good morning tumblr!
My biggest lesson in life is to depend on nobody. Dependency has me looking like the fool every time. Further more, just do things on your own.
On my easy to work….I don’t like my job. Nothing about it makes me happy to be honest. I could bee anywhere else and be happier.
No car still. What else is new? My hopes were only ankle deep anyway.
Woke up to Address by Curren$y feat Stalley
Take care.
